ｍｙ ｐｒｉｎｃｅｓｓ………………….…….. 𝓈𝑜 𝒹𝒶𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔

11amish october 3rd, & i have no mean girls in my world♥

waiting for my hair to dry, i have errands to run and im cold in my own apt. i scheduled a dentist apt and drs appointment for myself which took like 3 mins…… i have some STUFF on my mind, im breathing in and out, the poem below is something i wrote a recorded last month but i don’t think i’ll ever upload it anywhere because my friend said it didn’t slap.. #hide #Crawlsbackintomyhole #doesntdietho #transcends #vulnerable #holdyhitsdiff

~i love compounds i try to stay regulated ~~ no yoga or pilates today, everything is extra money or with a teacher that turns my back and send me psychic atttacks jkjkjk Im drinking peppermint tea and doing laundry and avoiding journaling about stuff nobody else can see but feelings are hard and blogging/talking to myself beats doing other things,

i havent felt super inspired lately and any pieces ive made lately have just come to me, like they always do, but i want more

ineedagoodsoulspill & a hug from the right people————— related but also unrelated, shoutout to some specific older women at yoga- i feel connected, respected, safe and seen

~ R - E- S- p- E- c- T

s O m E t I m E s i C a N b E s O M e A n

i F e E l L i k E k I m Y A

m Y C u t E S w e E t F i E n D

okay so that was just off the dome lawls but the quick poem i wrote last month is below

ｍｙ ｐｒｉｎｃｅｓｓ 

…………………….…….. 𝓈𝑜 𝒹𝒶𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔

♥ please don’t get me started ♥

░p░l░e░a░s░e░ ░i░ ░b░e░g░ ░i░m░ ░f░a░l░

                                       l░i░n░g░

[̲̅i] [̲̅a][̲̅m] [̲̅s][̲̅o] [̲̅s][̲̅o] [̲̅s][̲̅o][̲̅r][̲̅r][̲̅y]

at night i 

get the creeps bad 

it 

feels like spiders crawling 

s̲o̲m̲e̲t̲i̲m̲e̲s̲ ̲v̲i̲o̲l̲e̲t̲s̲ ̲h̲a̲u̲n̲t̲i̲n̲g̲

i♥’♥m♥ ♥s♥o♥ ♥f♥o♥r♥ ♥y♥o♥u♥ ♥i♥’♥m♥ ♥s♥n♥a♥r♥l♥i♥n♥g