i GO 4 𝐵𝐿𝐼𝒮𝒮
WOW. okay. i’ve had a lot on my mind, there have been so many moments of connections, newfound beauty, insights, smiles, +++ tears, physical pain, emotional pain, ++ so much release on top of that
last night i went to Mirisata, a vegan Sri lankan co-op restaurant to get take out, and as i was looking at the menu, a voice from behind me said “hey, do you make music?” I turned around and said “yeah”, thinking someone was just wanting to start a conversation, and then he said “are you HOLDERLOVESYOU?” oh my god i said YEAH, with the biggest smile on my face, it felt like everything, s/o Kevin, i even had my mask on ? i felt so ecstatic, joyful, it was beyond meaningful, a thrilling experience, it hit different asf to be recognized as that.. as soon as i pulled up to the co-op and got rare front row parking and stepped out, i knew something sweet was in the air and
it was coming for me
ppl : “make a song longer than 30 seconds”
well i dont think i can actually all i could make today was 11 seconds of music words and song so here is that snippet.
my spine hurts, i don’t think my spine works,
angels on my side
but sometimes it feels like im cursed
10:10 PM
Today was beautiful despite the pain
yoga with allegra was challenging but nice i almost threw up and fell over
After yoga, i came home and created more until it was time to get Rinn, she showed me how to use a sewing machine today and i made a shirt that i loved. she just changed my life! I’m gonna buy the same exact model that she has.
i made another version of the song, same lyrics,
idk if i should keep working on this, Idk, i kinda stay giving up on songs. i should change that…………………………………
my spine hurts, i dont think my spine works, angels on my side but sometimes it feels like im cursed
my life hurts,
smoke until my eyes burn
feeling really bad about my body
Feeling really content within my soul
somewhat anxious in my stomach
my brain wonders
