🎀 𝐼𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉𝒮𝓉𝒶𝓎𝓁𝒾𝒻𝓉𝑒𝒹 🎀

9:59am#####

when you’re craving that one on one time with your website **slurpsS** normally

i woke up in a good mood and feeling really grateful that i can go to Emily’s yoga class and i look forward to feeling warm later around her

i love your 𝕃ⓞ𝓥ｉⓝg kindness

amber woke me up, i went on a walk by myself, and then i took her on a walk. S/o compounds shoutout my Cb1 receptors

last night was so so so nice, sophie and i were on video call for like 4/5 hours, it was so sweet and made me feel a lot of comfort. she is so freaking talented i feel maybe like a crusty dusty dinosaur because i just learned how to look at my discord mentions/ (THE INTERFACE IS REALLY HARD FOR ME TO PROCESS/VISUALIZE) but missed messages brought me so much joy?

𝒾𝓉'𝓈 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓈☯𝓃𝓈 𝓉☯ 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝑔☯𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒮𝒫𝐼𝑅𝐼𝒯𝒰𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒴, Ｃ𝕣Ⓔ𝔸ｔ𝕀ᵛєˡ𝓎, 𝓐𝓝𝓓 𝓘𝓣 𝓠𝓤𝓘𝓔𝓣𝓢 𝓣𝓗𝓔 𝓜𝓔𝓐𝓝 𝓥𝓞𝓘𝓒𝓔𝓢 𝓘𝓝𝓢𝓘𝓓𝓔 𝓜𝓨 𝓗𝓔𝓐𝓓

yesterday after i blogged, all i wanted to do was keep updating my blog, and im realizing i can go bacK to this and edit/republish periodically/throughout the day

the capacity within me to understand but also get so lost at times

Need my own lyrics as a reminder sometimes

Words and voice came to me, 7/01/2025 and made very quickly in a feew hours mostly on my phone: (paraphrased)

when i first made this, Val said “when satan whispers in your ear over a scenecore beat” and i was like waityeah, ｔｈａｔｓ ｆａｃｔｓ
your love makes me feel like a star
and i can really see it all,

i love you for who you are
when you find yourself, life starts
there is worth in all the scars
All for nothing? not at all!
i freeze in time til it thaws

ｉ ｌｏｖｅ ｙｏｕ ｆｏｒ ｗｈｏ ｙｏｕ ａｒｅ

ｗｈｅｎ ｙｏｕ ｆｉｎｄ ｙｏｕｒｓｅｌｆ，

ｌｉｆｅ ｓｔａｒｔｓ

ｔｈｅｒｅ ｉｓ ｗｏｒｔｈ ｉｎ ａｌｌ ｔｈｅ ｓｃａｒｓ

ａｌｌ ｆｏｒ ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ？ ｎｏｔ ａｔ ａｌｌ

ｉ ｆｒｅｅｚｅ ｉｎ ｔｉｍｅ ｔｉｌ ｉｔ ｔｈａｗｓ

hmmm, okay, i’ll be back later

7:45pm i feel like such a glutton with how much coffee i consume every day

oh yeah, earlier when i was posting the discord conversations, i meant to gas up sophie and ava’s music too. this song they did together is genuinely so mindblowing and im honored to be friends and connected with such talented people:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-uAKNs4i5J8&list=RD-uAKNs4i5J8&start_radio=1

“YESTERDAYYYYY”

earlier i ate sweet silken tofu straight from the box and just now made myself some airfried tofu and made it spicy and sweet at the same time

i always have soy milk with my coffee lowkey i am soy yo soy soy yo soy soy yo soy soy yo soy soy yo soy soy

yo, YO YO YO, i got these (ｒｅｄａｃｔｅｄ) on all ten toes ≋w≋o≋a≋h≋ ♥ It's not random ♥ i ⓖｏ ℱ𝐨R 𝔾Ｏｌｄ

today was chill, im looking forward to future plans, i like smoking on an empty stomach and breathing deeply in and out and feeling more in my body

a little poem/flow i came up w earlier:

i felt you inside a whisper

i wasn’t standing still, i wasn’t frozen, i was burned

i was turned into ashes, i was destroyed

i ｇｏｔ ｃａｓｈ ｕｎｄｅｒ ｔｈｅ ｍａｔｔｒｅｓｓ

and beneath the floors

don’t ask me who it was, when it rains, it pours

𝓃σ, 𝓲 𝓓𝓸ℕ’ţ ώⒶnⓝᵃ Ǥ𝓸 в𝐀ｃ𝐊 a𝐧Ｄ Ⓕo𝓻𝕋𝓱 ☹

𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓅𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 can youｆｅｅｌ ｔｈｅ ｆｏｒｃｅ?

s̲h̲e̲d̲ ̲a̲l̲l̲ ̲s̲k̲i̲n̲ , So t̲o̲ ̲b̲e̲ ̲a̲d̲o̲r̲n̲e̲d̲ ♥

【－ｉｓｅｅｖｉｏｌｅｔ】

anyways, my words of advice?

kill something and get rich

((𝒾𝓉'𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹𝑒𝓇)) Know in your heart that i love you too but

but NOTHING ☮︎

im craving the thing i know, i wanna drool