♫⋆。♪ ₊˚♬music is life♫⋆。♪ ₊˚♬
9:30ishh
i’ve had this song stuck in my head since last night, but really since i first found it last year
𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇, ɪ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʟᴀɴᴇᴛ
xannyshedontunderstandit
ƚhegrassisgrowing,
𝒾𝓉'𝓈 𝑔𝑒𝓉𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹𝒶 𝒸❤𝓏𝓎
last week during a group therapy appointment i was unable to speak for the first two hours but when we all got to pick a song for the therapist to play for everyone at the end, i was able to escape feeling trapped in my sadness when i was told to pick an “uplifting” song. i feel like everyone else picked songs like chappel roan and ariana grande and stuff like that (Im gonna keep my opinions to myself) buuuut i went last and hearing this song and knowing everyone else was hearing it too / being exposed to it made me smile so big. and then everyone started to compliment my smile and i was like thankss;) :*
anyways, shoutout kid trash, my goat, my guilty pleasure, writing god, and bad bitch, this song is full of BARS:
DIRTY CASH IN YOUR JEANS GET SOMEEE
lmao people were definitely not fucking with the song but THATS okay Kid trash in my guilty pleasure for a reason but if they are gonna make me listen to stuff like Chappell roan then fuck all manners at that point right? plus it was the first “uplifting” song i could think of
Music is life <3!
yesterday i forgot to share on my blog but i started writing a song dedicated to my sister, but it’s a lot of reverb and repetition, but i feel it, im sure she would feel it too, im never gonna finish it or release it so maybe i can post the smallest sample here
gods plan, god bless, he made the blood drop,
grass blades blood drops made my heart stop
it’s not okay, scarface, i’m so sorry
it’s not okay scarface (even though it feels good)
grass blades and your blood drops
10:06, on 10/06, i have to leave for physical therapy now, TTYL
1:09 pm
PT was so… nice oh my gosh i am so grateful, she was amazing
a song i just started freestyling and playing around with, will probs never see the light of day because PLAY but i liked the way this sounded